Who Am I

I guess as a fresh blogging start after a few years it is time for me to define myself again. So who am I?

I think at the moment I still dont know.

I am almost finished my undergrad studies, not that that helps. I feel so rushed by life, and I follow along with the rush so easily. It's my comfort zone, and I just want to break out of it. But how?

I think my way of doing that is travel. I would class myself as the typical Gen Y in such a sense - fuck the man, live life for yourself. I want to see as much of God's creation as I can before my time is up. But it just seems to me as an unrealistic and unachievable way of living. How do the others afford life? I think too much about this, rather than putting my ass into gear and achieving - because I am comfortable being carried along by the rushing torrent.

I enjoy putting things plain and simple, although occasionally I have word vomits and everything needs to be read a number of times before it makes sense.

I am shy. I want confidence. I want attention. I want to be noticed every once in a while. I I I. Me Me Me. Its how I feel I am, and I continually question myself as to whether or not this is a bad way to be - again it seems as though the others are happy doing it. But is this just me going from one caste to another?

Tomorrow I want to wake up and tell myself that I am amazing. I want to tell myself I can do anything. I want to believe those words.